Monday, May 4, 2015

My Life, As Told By Scrubs


Everything really amounts to the fact that 



And half the time I'm floundering around trying to figure out how to adult like


I ask people for advice, stew over it, then tell myself I must be a 
 

But then it seems I always have to learn the hard way and find out maybe my trusted friends/family were right and now I have all this emotional pain I don't know what to do with...

Toiling over whether to break up with my boyfriend like


And then sinking into a pit of guilt and despair because he said some things that were semi true and maybe I'm thinking of ending a relationship that I could have saved and I'll never make a relationship with a successful guy work and I'm crazy and my friends are giving me facts and I'm all like


Then I go back in and try to make it work but he ends up poking where it hurts and then the doubt begins again.


But all I really want is for him to say


But 

And


What it really comes down to is that I'm scared to be alone and make decisions for myself and I don't know why.

Which then leads me to paralysis and failure to act, wanting someone to hand me the answer feeling like 

Discovering areas of pride in the process


Hoping that I learn to take this advice: