Sunday, November 23, 2014

Today



"Guilt is like a ton of  bricks: it's only heavy if you hold on to it." He told me.
"I'm going to dump her, I just don't know when." He told her.
"I'm ready, I really need to get in for an appointment." I told the therapist.
"You have to do better." I told myself. 
"I'm sorry." I told my friends.
"I don't know if we're just holding onto it. I still have feelings for you." He said.
"Pray for me." I asked my mom.
"Please.... Help me." I asked God.

7 comments:

  1. Sounds like a lot of things are in flux, and there are lots of complicated emotions and feelings involved. Sending thoughts your way, my friend.

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  2. Hugs hun. You have my email if you need me <3

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  3. You're okay girl, you know that? If you feel other wise you have my contact info :]
    But from the few lines I just read, you're doing things right...maybe add in a bottle of wine :p
    lots of love, hope your night is well xx

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  4. My heart goes out to you, Eve. Be kind to yourself. Sending much love your way. <3

    ~Nicole

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  5. worry and guilt are the worst feelings in the world.Hang in there love.xx

    dreaming is believing

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  6. Sending lots of love to you my dear.
    XOXO

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  7. Guilt is completely useless in this world, but I guess you already know that. Take care of yourself, I miss you.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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