Everything really amounts to the fact that
And half the time I'm floundering around trying to figure out how to adult like
I ask people for advice, stew over it, then tell myself I must be a
But then it seems I always have to learn the hard way and find out maybe my trusted friends/family were right and now I have all this emotional pain I don't know what to do with...
Toiling over whether to break up with my boyfriend like
And then sinking into a pit of guilt and despair because he said some things that were semi true and maybe I'm thinking of ending a relationship that I could have saved and I'll never make a relationship with a successful guy work and I'm crazy and my friends are giving me facts and I'm all like
Then I go back in and try to make it work but he ends up poking where it hurts and then the doubt begins again.
But all I really want is for him to say
What it really comes down to is that I'm scared to be alone and make decisions for myself and I don't know why.
Which then leads me to paralysis and failure to act, wanting someone to hand me the answer feeling like
Discovering areas of pride in the process
Hoping that I learn to take this advice: